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Im so sick of being me.
Im so sick of the people around me.
Im so sick of people treating me the way they do.
Why cant people just be happy.
And leave me alone.
Why cant people shut their mouths.
And why cant they shut their mouths about me?
I hate myself.
I look in the mirror everyday and I wanna punch the mirror.
I feel so embarrassed by myself.
I feel so disgusted.
I dont even feel like a person.
I feel like the wind
just blowing and blowing.
I feel like the sky when its raining.
I feel like snow when its falling.
I miss everyone.
I miss the people that used to love me.
I miss the people that i used to love.
I miss myself.
The old me.
I wake up everyday.
So alone.
Tears fall down my face.
Because i realize....
The only time im not lonely,
Is when im sleeping peacefully.
Im so sick of the people around me.
Im so sick of people treating me the way they do.
Why cant people just be happy.
And leave me alone.
Why cant people shut their mouths.
And why cant they shut their mouths about me?
I hate myself.
I look in the mirror everyday and I wanna punch the mirror.
I feel so embarrassed by myself.
I feel so disgusted.
I dont even feel like a person.
I feel like the wind
just blowing and blowing.
I feel like the sky when its raining.
I feel like snow when its falling.
I miss everyone.
I miss the people that used to love me.
I miss the people that i used to love.
I miss myself.
The old me.
I wake up everyday.
So alone.
Tears fall down my face.
Because i realize....
The only time im not lonely,
Is when im sleeping peacefully.
Literature
Depressed
I sit here alone listening to the rain,
trying to believe the words everyone says.
"youre Pretty" "I love you" are phrases I often hear,
but who really means it?
and who is sincere?
I doubt you would even tell me the truth,
so youll tell me what will make me feel better,
but if it isnt the truth,
then why should I care?
Eventually in the end,
Ill probably get hurt,
That always seems to happen,
I get treated like dirt.
So next time you want to tell me you care,
Make sure you mean it,
And that its sincere.
Literature
It's Not Love
When was love supposed to make you cry?
I look to the heavens and ask them why.
But they don't whisper a single phrase
And I'm left wandering in a daze.
I thought it was love, but it couldn't be
Because there is just too much hurt inside of me.
When was love supposed to hurt so much?
Wasn't it all about yearning for their touch?
Instead I fear of what you might say
I think about the possibilities every day.
I just get this feeling that it will come crashing to an end
It's a feeling that seems to grow stronger when I see you again.
Is it just me or is the distance growing between us
Getting larger without the safety of our trust?
Literature
Tired
I'm tired.
Tired of feeling lost, afraid, misunderstood.
Tired of wondering if I'm letting someone down by the choices I've made.
I'm tired.
Tired of getting my feelings hurt, my ego bruised, my heart broken.
Tired of showing these varmin called emotions.
I'm tired.
Tired of being me, of being weak.
Tired of trying to be this person I cannot see.
I'm tired.
Tired of all the pain, all the struggle I've put upon myself.
Tired of not being the person I was.
I'm tired.
Tired of hiding, hoping, and healing.
Tired of listening, learning...letting.
I'm tired...I'm tired.
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Yeah......Dont Ask......Just Sick Of It.....
After today,yesterday,&the day before....made me really unhappy....and really lonely.....so yeah....dont ask.....
DONT YOU PPL EVEN SAY IM EMO CUZ I'LL FUCKING HIDE YOUR COMMENT! IM NOT EMO I REPEAT NOT EMO
SO DONT YOU DARE SAY A FUCKING WORD THAT SOUNDS LIKE EMO! IM GOING THROUGH A ROUGH WITH BEING HATED AND LONELY AND I DONT NEED PPL TELLING ME THAT IM EMO.....WHEN HALF OF YOU PROBABLY DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH! becuz i srsly dont think your father touches you in ways you wouldnt like it....or your mother tries to kill the animals or throw things....so just dont fucking say anything....and i dont wanna hear "cheer up mic" becuz I wont Foxxy so stop saying it....
Im so sorry to my watches and Foxxy who have to hear me rant when you have better things to do....
After today,yesterday,&the day before....made me really unhappy....and really lonely.....so yeah....dont ask.....
DONT YOU PPL EVEN SAY IM EMO CUZ I'LL FUCKING HIDE YOUR COMMENT! IM NOT EMO I REPEAT NOT EMO
SO DONT YOU DARE SAY A FUCKING WORD THAT SOUNDS LIKE EMO! IM GOING THROUGH A ROUGH WITH BEING HATED AND LONELY AND I DONT NEED PPL TELLING ME THAT IM EMO.....WHEN HALF OF YOU PROBABLY DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH! becuz i srsly dont think your father touches you in ways you wouldnt like it....or your mother tries to kill the animals or throw things....so just dont fucking say anything....and i dont wanna hear "cheer up mic" becuz I wont Foxxy so stop saying it....Im so sorry to my watches and Foxxy who have to hear me rant when you have better things to do....
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sorry if ppl call u that i dont think u r that must suck i mean what ur going through