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CH7: One Week GoneEverybody was excited to say the least, today was the seventh day, which ment one week had gone by, since they all moved into the house, and everybody, even the men had decided to throw a party to celebrate today, so while all the men were out picking up some party supplies, the girls were all relaxing in front on the TV talking. "So, what kind of game should we play today, girls?" "Hmm, well we have alot of board games and stuff." "True but what games?" "7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN!!!!" "Ow, Carly, hmm, okay" "Hey, I say we make that game last longer the 7 minutes." "Like?" "20 minutes" and they just kept on talking about what games to play. "Okay, we got the games settled, now for the food, whats the main dish?" All the girls went silent, they couldnt think of anything to make. "How about we go out for dinner, and play more games at the casinos" "Thats a wonderful idea Shanya, just two problems, Carly and Terri are too young to go" "I dont mind staying here and playing with Terri-Chan!" "Are
The Thing I Have Become...I'm looking in the mirror,
Who is that looking back?
That's not me at all,
I say that for a fact.
Something deep inside has changed,
It's eaten me away,
I'm dead to all my feelings,
It doesn't seem ok.
I've become completely soulless,
Something sucked it out,
I'm just an empty person,
Full of worthlessness and self doubt.
I want my old life back,
Those simple care free days,
Even then it was hellish,
But now I'm in an ignorant haze.
My mind is getting darker,
I can barely see the light,
This monster deep inside,
Is more then just a fright.
I Hate LifeIm so sick of being me.
Im so sick of the people around me.
Im so sick of people treating me the way they do.
Why cant people just be happy.
And leave me alone.
Why cant people shut their mouths.
And why cant they shut their mouths about me?
I hate myself.
I look in the mirror everyday and I wanna punch the mirror.
I feel so embarrassed by myself.
I feel so disgusted.
I dont even feel like a person.
I feel like the wind
just blowing and blowing.
I feel like the sky when its raining.
I feel like snow when its falling.
I miss everyone.
I miss the people that used to love me.
I miss the people that i used to love.
I miss myself.
The old me.
I wake up everyday.
Tears fall down my face.
Because i realize....
The only time im not lonely,
Is when im sleeping peacefully.
Why Heart WhyWhy heart, why have you dont this to me?
Cant you see I already love somebody?
Why do you skip a beat and flutter when a certain someone is online?
Sure I used to love him, but I've moved on and so has he.
So why do you do this to me?
Yes he used to be my friend and lover, now he's just my friend but not my lover.
Why heart, why do you make me act this way?
Why do you want me to love two people?
Cant you see this confuses and hurts me so much?
Why must you make me choose between this one I've loved for a year, and the one whos been my friend for 2 years?
I hate you heart, I really do, I hate you for making old feeling that I though were layed to rest come back.
Dont you see how much hurt this is going to cause somebody?
Dont you even care that I'm crying my eyes out?
Dont you care that this will infect my life?
Why dont you care?!
Why heart, why dont you care about my life?
Do you want me to die a lone woman with no man?
With no one to care for me?
To hold me when I'm depressed, or hol
The Grey WolfThe gray wolf sings
Her song of despair
She sings of an unwanted
The poor wolf's heart has been broken
Her paws beat hard on the ground
Her lonely song rings and
Echoes on the mountains around
She has been rejected
The pack turned her away
They pushed her out
She knew she couldn't stay
She ran and ran
Never to return
The farther she goes
The more it shall burn
She sings and cries out
She wishes, longs for home
But she understands
She's only alone
MOAD: CH 2Deidara was standing at the watering hole him, his sister, and Blossom used to swim in, he remembered the day he gave Blossom her collar.
Deidara was sitting with his feet in the water, waiting for Blossom to come, he told her to meet him here before running off to get something. Hearing a rustle in the bushes he quickly turned and saw Blossom coming out, "Blossom, come here, un." Blossom trotted over and sat in front on him and sniffed him, something felt different about him. Deidara got up and put something around her neck then went to get a mirror, when he showed her she saw it was a hot pink collar with real diamonds on it with a wrist bracelet with 'S-D' on it. Sakura LOVED it so much that she pounced on Deidara and cleaned his face.
"Yo Deidara, ready to go?" Deidara sighed and glanced at Kisame and shrugged, "Yeah...lets go, un." Before they could go anywhere Sakura came out bearing her fangs, "Ooo a demon now its action time" said Kisame as him plus
In SanityI find myself in a world of white,
This place it feels so pure.
The Sun's rays are warm and bright
I've never felt so sure.
I explore the land and all its sights,
I enjoy the world's grand tour.
I wander around until the night
Shows what it has in store.
In the darkness, a speck of light
Reveals a hidden door.
I turn the handle and peer inside,
A sight I can't endure.
I turn to run, to escape my plight,
I dare not to explore.
But something inside catches my eye,
I can't resist the lure.
I awake to find myself tied tight,
A voice tries to assure,
"This one may finally fix you right,
Maybe this is the cure."
Beyond LoveYou say 'beautiful' like a mistake -
like it slipped out unwarranted
from those dark parts of your mind
that you don't want me to go to,
you say it like that.
You caress like it's worship -
like if you pressed too hard
or took too much, you'd pay the price
and I love those urgent times when
you're willing to pay it.
You teach me love like I'll die without it -
like if you don't defrost me
and my frozen image of myself,
then I might stop breathing
and extinguish beneath my own icy damnation.
You kiss me like you have to -
like we're sharing an oxygen tank
in a toxic, broken-down universe
and you are trying not to breathe
to save me.
You kiss me like that.
You love me, like that -
how am I supposed to resist
a man who loves me beyond his own sense
and senses - beyond love ?
BloodRunning away, again and again through the years
Moving from white square to black and back
Packing and unpacking things without meaning
Carrying them from here to there religiously
The doctor says there’s nothing wrong, but still
I’m up at three, drinking coffee, coughing up blood
Watching the same old ghosts watching me
I don’t have to pack them when I move, they follow
A cannibal who’s eaten everyone around him
I’ve turned on myself now, three toes already gone
Watching the lights of the modem blink yellow
No connection; another cough, another coffee alone
kafka has been dead foreveri.
I am going to cut the veins out of my neck:
pull the stars from the legiments
drown the cities in bruises
I am going to burn in hell:
tear down the pyramids, the faces, the continents
the weight of the universe
(if I live to be 20
I will know the landscape of my mind
as well as the bottom of the ocean
& people I've never met)
CarcinogensMy hands smell
like antiseptic solution
and cancer, because
the peroxide won’t
cleanse your cigarette
ashes from my nails,
and the cremation
jar is still smoking.
Pop Rocksbeads of roman sweat and dust
lace the wind like meth into pop rocks—
feel the fizzlepop of history flamenco
across your justahuman tongue
and wonder why your professor never
lectured on the strawberry tang
of crusaders' sloshed blood.
sunset soon forgottenin a single moment all her greatness collapsed,
her soulfulness small and full of absence.
i am wild
with infinite shades of yes -
and a careless smile
so kiss me quick
under the sun
(just until the pain leaves)
DunesOut on the dunes, you could be walking on the moon
Maybe you are, maybe we are; see that planet in the sky?
How much more can be said about body heat, about
Sucking the marrow from bones in a vain attempt to quench?
Disheveled by dust-storms in an ocean of sand, we walk
Blank-window eyes searching for what, some sort of life?
Our feet are heavy, the ground wants to eat them; no moon, this
Now the sky is the color of sand, and there are no stars to wish on
Sweat and dead weight, we wait for the coolness of night
Fatigued, delusional, we see a rusty car approach; we get in
Lonely HeartSo strange to be alone,
I don't know how to do this.
I've been alone before,
But that wasn't really life.
When do I stop hurting?
Can't seem to forget his face.
The love of my lifeÖ
now sees me as a monster.
Is all heartbreak alike?
I can feel my strength going.
But is it from the starvation...
...or the longing to have him?
Things change when life comes along,
I can't open my heart up now.
But perhaps it's better like that
for I can't stand to lose love again.
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